Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Day 19: Regret
The one thing that I Regret in my life is not being a good sibling. I catch myself even now doing it. I cant preach to my children to love there brothers and sisters when I never showed my brothers and sisters that I loved them. I do love them and will do anything for them, But I showed it in a tough love kind of way. Thats just the way I am, But when it comes to serving others Im willing and ready. I needed to be that for them, Im trying my best to be better now, But will it ever be enough for them to forget??? Only time will tell If Ive changed the way there hearts see me:(
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i love this post- i catch myself feeling the same way toward my own siblings. at first growing up, we fought alllllll the time but just out of bad feelings toward each other; now that we're older, i feel like it's more out of feeling overprotection and i don't want them making mistakes that they're gonna regret. so i totally feel you on the tough love part! anyway, great post!
Im sure if you asked them now, they would say they love you all the same! Plus you were the oldest.. I dont know what i would have done if my oldest sister didnt take all the responsibility.. I'm actually grateful that i wasnt the oldest and didnt have to lead my bro's and sister! (It would have been down a long and windy road.. and probably not the right one either!)
I'm sure they love you and appreciate all you do for them. I'm surprised at the respect & love I get from my younger siblings nowadays becuase I was the oldest sibling(at home at the time) and was that one that would yell all the time. They know we do things out of love & concern!
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